hello!!!!

well i had made a list of things that I wanted to get before I went back to school. I got some of the stuff. craziest thing is right before i went and bought another mp3 player, my old on e started to work, so that good. but i still need to buy clothes! for school, i want to be styling and profiling.ya digg. diva status in tripe high gear.

But i started a cleanse today. i really needed to do it, because before when i ate, i would start to get sooo nauseated. i read that sometimes, your body builds a fat barrier in yuour mid section to protect your organs from the toxins. what we eat is more importaant than what i thought. soooo, is it lovehandles, or toxins. i guess we will see. deg, think of all those years of toxins. yuck!

for the ladies!

Hello. I have something that I want to say to the ladies. Okay when it comes to relationships, never put a man higher than he should be. I mean, never get to the place that you feel as though you do not know what you would do with out him. if that is the case, you are making him your source, and only God should be your source. ya digg? Like I know some girls who dont have any friends, and they have a boyfriend and they get so attached to that boy, he can do  anything they want to do them and the girl will still keep them. now that goes along with soul ties, but that is far beyond the subject at hand. Always keep God first. Even if you are married, dont put your husband at a higher place then he should be. No matter how much you love them or how committed you are to them or they are to you, they are still human and can make mistakes. Remeber that. Leave no room for bitterness to come through. And the way to do that is to make sure God is your source. God can really keep you company! He’s the best company you can have!!!!!!!!!! ya digg.

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hmmmm. talking….

Alright now, i will be going back to school in three weeks roughly. i am kind of excited, but then again, not really cuz i already know some stuff. this year is going to be wreckless. I am truly hustling. i am advertising like a mug. i need my hair done, eyebrows are looking kind of rough. but i am not getting them dome untillater. I started a fast today. ITS HARD STUFF. trying to get that flesh under subjection. ya digg? i was trying to do a vegetable cleanse, but man. i was hungry, i just ate a peice of a cornbeef sandwich. it was really good too! with a peice of a pickle. mmmmm. but maybe i will just start over again because i need to be in preparation. so i must do this.i am pressing toward the mark of the high call! ya digg?????? I am going to wash my hair. i need a relaxer…… well yea.

i didnt do much today. i went to the hospital with my mother and that took the day. so yea….. im bored. i hope in the midst of all this drama, some good things happen.

being nosey are we??????????

yea, you know who you are.

well today was???? blah! as usual.

Hello. I really didnt do much today.. at all. I talked to the girl who i am supposed to be rooming with, and she said she wants to switch with her friend. Whatever…. hopefully i get a good roomate. Because the past two years have been horrible. I moved out last semester, and i was with someone who was supposed to be my friend! So yea, I’m bored. I have to do some advertising tommorrow, gotta make some money. I guess I will hand out some flyers and put flyers on people’s cars in a parking lot and stuff. Hopefully, I get thirty five customers AT LEAST before school starts! Ya digg?Most of the day it is just me and my mother here, and that is boring because we hardly talk. Her idea of talking to me is fussing, thats all she does! so yea… i just stay in my room or get on the computer or justtake a walk or hang out with a friend. other than that! Nothing.

I just found out today that this boy I used to go to school with got shot. He was at a club and something broke out that he was not even a part of and he was shot. I tell you that is about the Fifth guy who i nwent to school with that has died, its sad. At the wrong place at the wrong time. Sad. He was such a funny guy too! he used to call me miss pink positive because I would always try to tell him to stop getting in trouble. He would always joke with our teachers and get in trouble. He was a cool cat! Its a shame he’s gone. When will my people learn?????????????????????????

So yea, I am going to have to go now, i dont have to much to say today. Holler Back!

SUMMERTIME

 It really is amazing how fast this summer has gone by. I will be back in school in three more weeks! I am not all that excited though. I’ll just be returning to all of the drama that my campus has to offer. You would think college students were more mature than to do nothing but gossip all of the time, but obviously not. This summer has been the absolute worst summer of my entire life. I hope some good things happen when I get to school. I know I am going to do all of the talent shows. I need to run into some money so that I can be styling and profiling. I am most definatley going to have to bring my grades up or thats it! I am definatley striving for straight A’s. I think now i wil be able to focus more and do what I have to do. Im going to be rooming with some white girl who has not contacted me yet about who is bringing what. SO YEA….. wow, i cant believe i will be a college junior in a few weeks. My school contacted me and told me i need to change majors. I was a music major, but music theory is a  trip. so i might have to change that. but if its not changed by the time classes start, i am keeping my major as is. I was thinking of possibly changing it to business management or business marketing or business administration.  Im so confused… I was also thinking of maybe studying pshycology. but my heart is in music and i know that i have musical gifting, i can sing and compose and play by ear…. but ill post up some stuff later. I dont know, but i will have to decide………… well i have to get ready to go.

WOWO I CANT BELIEVE IM TWENTY YEARS OLD NOW!

THIS BLOG ! MY BLOG!

 I decided to make this blog so that i could talk about whatever i want to talk about. So many  blogs talk about celebrities, gossip, music and all that stuff. but this is stuff from my viewpoint. Whatever I want to talk about, whatever is going on in my life. If you dont like it, then you dont have to come here. click on the X in the top corner of the page and BOUNCE!

settling…

you knowi really hate it when women settle just to have a man!Like when I get married, i want it to be with someone i want to be with, that is my type and has a good personality and is saved. like, who wouldnt want to marry a man that they think is attractive? Alot of times people try to set me up with guys who arent cute, or put me with guys who are not attractive to me.that is so annoying. and alot of women, especially in the church settle for a man just to be married. me? i’ll wait rather than settle because i truly beleive that God will send me exactly what i want in all aspects… ya digg? i wouldn want to settle for a cheater, or a beater just because he looks good. i’ll wait for the whole package. Also for me, i dont care if other women think my husband is all of that, as long as i think that he is that is all that matters. some of my friends say that they want a man than women see and be like “wow”. but not me….. Some of the guys that im interested in people are like oh theyre not all that, but if there for me than its for me not you. I like what i like. Carmel skinned, or maybe really dark like reggie bush… mmmmm he is fine! but he with kim kardashian so he has lost some cool points in my book. but my dream man would have to be Boris Kudjoe but only if he had some hair, but i love his strong masculine face and build. mmmm… dont get me started. i love JET black hair… that is sexy!  and not a pretty boy that spends all day in the mirror. but yea, i want someone who is attractive, not someone who will grow on me or something. i want the full package! And i believe God will bless me with the full package man!!!!!! SO yea, all you women out there, dont settle for less than what you want or deserve.

IT’S MY BIRTHDAY!

WELL IT IS MY BIRTHDAY. but im not expecting to get anything today because i have not gotten a birthday gift in……………………… yea, its been that long. Im twenty years old today. it does not feel real at all. in the next year or two i will be moving out of this house and getting my own place. and just trying to live life. Well now i am beginning to realize alot of things. I have to up my work ethic. Im kind of lazy. there are alot of things that i want to do with my life, but i will not be able to do them if i dont get on it. that is just like in the bible it talks about empty talk, so no more saying, “Im gonna.” make dreams a reality. ya digg? 

but yall know what,  i had alot planned for this summer, but was unable to find a job, so without money, i was unable to do anything! that is so jacked up. i didnt even have enough money to get on the train to go downtow. I know i said i would work out alot, but i didnt. the  thing is though that i like my size and do not want to get any smaller. I just want to tighten up certain parts of my body. like my stomach. i want to get and keep my stomach as small as possible. forever. I want to stay in shape, so when i get older and have my kids, im still fly! ya digg. I do not want to be one of those women who lets themselves go. but  yea, i am about to be out!!!!!!!! TWENTY!